"I do. Much as I wished to travel Middle-Earth back in my world, Mirkwood was my home for hundreds of years. It's different knowing it's not possible to return home if I wished."

She had sought to return to her world, though through by which method she could do so she didn't know. Her magic didn't lend itself to such things, not did show enough of science to begin to understand how creating a way back to Middle-Earth would work. She had been forced to examine more passive methods.

"I have searched for a way to return home, yes, but I haven't even begun to find anything like a way home."